#1
one day, it was raining heavily and the girl was on the way to the boy’s house. the girl called the boy & asked him if he can bring an umbrella & fetch her at his nearby station which is only 5 - 10 minutes walk. the boy instantly replied no & told the girl that he does not want to go out & in fact, the girl know very well the guy is playing computer games. the girl was a loser, she didn’t argue back. though she feel damn sad, she said okay and walked to his house herself.
thank God that Lord is with her for the rain has stopped when she reached the station.
#2
one day the girl was waiting for a cab home underneath the boy’s house. but it suddenly start to drizzle & the girl hide under a tree. but 5 mins passed & the rain has gotten bigger & there was no sign of cab. the girl called the boy and told him it was starting to rain & there was no cab. the boy asked the girl to go to nearest shelter. the girl then walked down the road hoping to find a cab. the rain was pouring like mad then. the girl then walked to a bus stop and hoping to get a cab there. she waited for 10 mins & the rain got smaller. so she walked out of the bus stop & walked down the road for another 5 mins. however, the rain started to got bigger. the girl was all drenched & she feel all alone. stuck in the rain with no sign of available cab. the girl then called the boy, hoping for some comfort. she told the boy that she was totally drenched and there is no cab. the boy told her to go to his house (which means she have to walk in the rain for another 15 mins alone) & bath & change. the girl didn’t want it because she was need to get home fast. then the most unexpected thing happened. the boy shouted at the girl and ask her what she want.
all the girl wanted, is for the boy to spare just 15 mins and take a umbrella and shelter the girl from the rain.
i cried.
clap
it take 2 hands to clap..
what the point if i keep put my hand out there yet you won’t clap.
feel like crying now.
i don’t know what’s more i can do.
i don’t know anymore.
someone enlighten me please.
my poor soul can’t take this anymore.
there’s something so awe inspiring about the simple act of looking up at the night sky. I put it down to mystery. nothing has ever before made the human race question our existence more than the universe. the first thing we did as we evolved into homosapiens, was make fire. the second? stare upwards into eternity and ask:
where the fuck are we?
stop crying
the day i can stop crying over you,
is only when (1) i have gotten over you
or (2) we are happily together forever
as much as i wished that it would be (1)…
but it is not totally up to me you know?
secret
i’ve got a little secret.
whenever i’m feeling sad & tears seem to be bursting out soon, i will excuse myself to the toilet.
& i will cry my heart out in the cubic silently.
however, this only happen just recently.
because i’ve learnt not to cry in front of him…
because i know i can only cry silently…
because i know my tears are nothing much to him..
that is why i cry alone in the cubic & this little secret, he will never know.
